Again.

Again I am wishing I just didn’t have to wake up.

Why can’t I just find myself in that place inside myself that most everybody is able to find themselves? Or why can’t I just let everything go? If it weren’t for Mom I just wouldn’t bother even trying.

Fact is. I just want to let go and finally find some peace.

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5 Comments

  1. avro8 said,

    May 18, 2012 at 1:10 pm

    Go Easy. Life is so simple we tend to complicate them

  2. mudhooks said,

    April 26, 2012 at 4:31 pm

    Feeling WAAAAYYYY better today!

    I realized I am not in the wrong and that I can and will defend myself.

  3. azahar said,

    April 25, 2012 at 12:44 pm

    Honey, it sounds like you need to reach out and get some help. Is that an option for you?

    • mudhooks said,

      April 25, 2012 at 12:54 pm

      Right this minute. No. I’m just trying to make it to morning without imploding. I’ll make it.

    • mudhooks said,

      April 25, 2012 at 12:55 pm

      I’m sorry. I’m in need of hugs and there’s no one to give them.


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