Again I am wishing I just didn’t have to wake up.
Why can’t I just find myself in that place inside myself that most everybody is able to find themselves? Or why can’t I just let everything go? If it weren’t for Mom I just wouldn’t bother even trying.
Fact is. I just want to let go and finally find some peace.





avro8 said,
May 18, 2012 at 1:10 pm
Go Easy. Life is so simple we tend to complicate them
mudhooks said,
April 26, 2012 at 4:31 pm
Feeling WAAAAYYYY better today!
I realized I am not in the wrong and that I can and will defend myself.
azahar said,
April 25, 2012 at 12:44 pm
Honey, it sounds like you need to reach out and get some help. Is that an option for you?
mudhooks said,
April 25, 2012 at 12:54 pm
Right this minute. No. I’m just trying to make it to morning without imploding. I’ll make it.
mudhooks said,
April 25, 2012 at 12:55 pm
I’m sorry. I’m in need of hugs and there’s no one to give them.